There’s one thing that I should have share as well to you. During that ‘stormy’ week and the previous week, I felt such a far distance from you. I was jealous. I was angry. Of things that I know I probably shouldn’t feel that way. But you know, I can’t help not to kill it. It just happened that way. So I tried to kill those feelings. It was getting weirder since the feelings were too strong and I was in the weakest position I’ve ever been.
That’s it. Why I looked sad.